Friday, January 11, 2008
Actually yes I do..This is hilarious! Even when I do have nothing to do with something I'm still the one everyone blames... People who don't even know me hate me.. I find this amusing. This whole thing is ridiculous.. I'm not going to be anyones excuse to get out of thier crappy relationship AND it isn't love it really is a "hurt ego"... I've moved on you should too.No one will ever happened between us because no one else felt what we both felt.. therefore I shouldn't be blamed.. ugh I don't even care about that! I think by now I'm pretty comfortable with people making me the bad person but I refuse to have everyone say that it wasn't real.. Now its just things are more difficult b/c we're not teenagers anymore.. now its the other parties in the relationship, families, and lot of other reason it wouldn't reasons it wouldn't work. We made a choice and its not so easy to walk away.. esp on something so uncertain..I'm finished waiting.. though I don't think I can do anymore of this and I can't be this "stand by girl"I never have been and I won't be now.. All we had is dead, as I am dead. Marry another.